Okay ... here goes ...
I apologize for becoming a "rabid" UCF booster who got upset when I started to hear the words and references to "hostage" and "Plancher." Before then, I was largely just posting memes and just otherwise not getting too serious.
I'm sorry I stated I wanted to see if we would lose to Furman to see if we're going to be bad this year, but continued to say it would take a losing season + a bad start next year, before asking for a coaching change. After all, we've never had more than 1 rebuilding season in a row.
And I now ask for forgiveness because, statistically, we're the #2 G5 team over the last 5+ years, and I'm scared what message our fanbase is sending to potential coaches, recruits and others. I should -- no must -- assume everything will get better, especially the faster we act, like a teenager who wants to leave home now, not at any other time because that's 'too late.'
I guess I'm an idiot because I haven't been against GoL all along, and have been blinded by the trophy case. I should have realized a losing season was "just around the corner" in any year ... and we just "got lucky" it wasn't 2012, 2013 or 2014, like it should have been.
My apologies for blinding supporting the program, the student-athletes, buying extra tickets for the military and charity when others called for a boycott, or not to buy from the Athletic office, going to all those away games, meeting and offering to help any traveling fan -- or student-athlete family -- when I'd see them need something ... all those bowls, even Hawaii, and both Ireland and the Fiesta, sharing my stubs, extra memorabilia and other things.
And most of all ... I'm sorry I'm asking stupid questions like if Stanback will still be enrolled at UCF, and worrying about his future, instead of saying he wasn't important to the team.
I'm definitely the wrong type of fan and GKC donor.