I don't post much, mainly because I like to make sure I'm not saying something I'll regret. So I've really struggled with trying to put this season in perspective. Am I angry we are winless this season against some pretty bad programs? Of course I am, but when I really think about it that isn't the root of my anger. I'm angry at myself. I'm angry at myself because I bought into the line GOL was selling for ten years. I bought season tickets, I traveled, I brought friends and family to games, I cheered in the rain, snow, and heat. I defended GOL when other schools fans said UCF could do better, or when he was rude to fans and media. I defended GOL when we were up and down every season. I had his back when scandal and crazy accusations were being thrown around. I believed! This isn't about being 0-11. Its about a program that was falling apart even when GOL was still in charge. I'm angry because I believe we are facing a rebuild and not a reload. I did everything I was suppose to.
Am I grateful for the good years? Heck yeah, but I feel Bamboozled.
Am I grateful for the good years? Heck yeah, but I feel Bamboozled.
